MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Shit. This is really bad news. How?! how?! how?! Im completely devastated.

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hey guys,

ive received some bad news..its from lj hooker. someone has bought the hse and lj hooker had sent me a letter( a notice of termination of our residential tenancy) to vacate the hse by 24 jan..

its shocking, yes but nothing we can do to delay the date any further. i have the letter and it says that i have to return the keys to them by that day and stuff like cleaning the hse till its spotlessly clean which includes carpet cleaning and prepare for the final inspection to get the bond money back. did u guys remember breaking anything that is not ours? cos we have to replace them! and i have to disconnect the telephone and electricity connection as well..

i have to look for a new place soon enuf and hopefully get everything settled early as i have summer school to deal with...ill get a copy of the letter and send it via email to u guys when i have the chance..n im not sure if i shd ask u guys to come back by then to settle your belongings or wld u rather just have me pack them for you??

pls write back..its best if you guys discuss this among urselves first..sorry to bring u such horrific news

oh well...i wish u happy holidays still and merry xmas!

regards,
zul

Thank you dear Lord!

Now, will the anonymous sender of the mystery sms please reveal your identity? It's puzzling all of us!

And no, gift exchange will not take place on thurs cos most of us havent bought a gift yet. We'll do it when we have a party at my place next week!

My back is aching badly after yesterday's terrifying treatment and the butterflies in my stomach can hardly contain themselves.

Cant wait for this day to pass.

Please help me, God.

The Dandy Warhols - Holding Me Up

How do you politely turn down some friends' invitation to go clubbing? Especially when you're given the option to go on any of the 3 suggested weekends?

Just checked my results on Oasis. Was trying my luck since they were only supposed to be released at 5pm. Haha. As Erline usually says, im always trying to beat the system. Which i did once again.

Ok, can sleep in peace now.

O, and its actually raining outside.

Last words. Was watching Generation Next on Arts Central earlier tonight and i have to say that im impressed by Amanda Chong. Its rare to hear of a fellow idealist cum cynic cum romantic. I admire her talent, although i didnt really like how she pronounced Sylvia "Plath" with an American slang.

Evermore - It's Too Late

Well well. People do care about my existence after all eh? Haha.

Ok, the reason i've been lying low since getting back from Bintan last week was cos my bloody right foot was swollen after some insect(s) bit me at the kelong/beach/plantation/market, and i was feeling really lethargic and weak. Had difficulty walking so i was either sleeping or watching my down****ed shows the whole time. My foot's been better these few days after seeing the doctor, although the swelling hasnt completely subsided yet. Nevertheless, im back on the scene!

Sigh. Damn sian la. Sent out so many resumes but still not a single reply. Pffft. Everyday life seems so meaningless. No more TXY to watch (the Fann Wong show sucks - hate the dubbing) and the 9pm show is getting ridiculously out of hand. Eeyer. Cant wait for it to end.

Anyhow, i guess there's always the 15 dvds i bought in Bintan to keep me company for the next week or so. Man, that place is pure dvd heaven. 1 disc for SGD$2.50! Muahaha. Yes, prices of things there are so absurd it makes you feel like a millionaire.

O and for the second time im repeating this, im thinking of holding a Xmas/New Year party at my place. Hot plate/steam boat/pot luck/whatever. Will my fellow S6 pals tell me what you guys think? It doesnt necessarily have to be on Xmas or New Year's day itself, but maybe sometime between 25th dec - 1st jan? I reckon this will be a good time for all of us to have a reunion session. Pleaseee let me know (except for Jh & Jx since they were the very first ones to support me in this!!!) alright?

Bintan Trip

This is prolly the billionth time im uploading the pics and im so fed up that i cant be bothered to even insert any captions, as you can tell.

Death Cab For Cutie - Different Names For The Same Thing

I've lost quite a bit of zest. Caught in a limbo state right now. I guess the weather really does a good job complementing my mood.

Every little activity is but merely a frivolous disguise.

I need answers. At least let me know how far away i am from the end of the tunnel. And im not even considering the possibility of seeing a shred of light there in the first place.

Just tell me when it can all end.