One Year On...

Date: Sun, 24 Feb 2002 04:12:14 -0800 (PST)
From: "Hitokiri Janelle"
Subject: a prayer for S6
To: "christina koh" , "jh" , "jm" , "mich" , "milly"

hey chris..thats like super damn nice!!!! sugoi man...no words to describe it...lol...anyway..thanks alot...this shall remain my wallpaper for very very long time man....anyway...s6..i really miss all of you very much...just the thought of you all makes me cry...i'm so looking forward to see you all again when we collect our results..but in only a day then afterwards we will be separated for 2 years and more...so well...firstly if you all read this before the results are released...i want to wish you all with all my heart ALL THE BEST!!! ok..close your eyes coz i'm going to pray for you all now...(close one eye only coz if not u cannot read what i'm writing....HHAHHAHAH) yah anyway...

Dear God.. i want to commit the S6 into your hands...trusting that you will bless us in abundance..even more than we could ever think of or imagine..because father we know that you want to bless us and you desire to pour out even a greater measure of your favour and love upon us...so father even as we have honoured you in our own ways even in our different JCs..father i pray that you will honour us even in the receiving of our results...and that whatever results we get father i pray that it will bring glory to your name..and even when we do not get the results we expect...i pray father for ur comfort and encouragement to come strongly upon us that you still love us very very much and even from this experience..father that you will let us grow in faith in you and even everyday you will bring the ups and downs in life to even mould us into the woman of God you want us to be..so father we place our lives into your hands..trusting that you will even have your way in our lives that father for each of everyone of us...you said that you have a plan for us..a plan that will prosper us and not harm us..a plan to give us a future and a hope...so father i pray for every fear of not being able to reach expectations or of even not doing well..to even be gone in the name of Jesus...and father u will replace this fear with ur blessed assurance that you will be always with us till the very end of age...and the assurance that you have a plan already for our lives...so father use our lives in anyway you please...because we just want to do your will...so father even as we will no longer all be in the same JC in time to come..i pray that your holy spirit will follow everyone of my sisters here..wherever they may go..that you give them favour with God and man.... that whenever they feel down depressed or just helpless..father i pray that they will look to you in prayer and comfort...for advise or even just simply a friend to cry to...because you are also our dearest and closest friend...and you know what we are going through the best..and you know us the best too...so father i pray that our lives maybe a testimony to your unfailing and sacrificial love and that we will not stray away from you in our lives...but even grow to know you better and better each coming day...i pray you will not let anyone of us backslide from you even as we move on to a new phrase of life which is full of temptations and sin...i pray that you will protect and keep every single one of us.... so this is all i pray in faith... i pray that you will bring it to completion through Jesus Christ your son,

AMEN!!!!

i hope this prayer will bless you all and even assure you all coz i put my heart and soul into this prayer u know!!! anyway...even as we are not together anymore...just remember that you are NOT ALONE coz you have God...and you have S6!!!

janelle aka hitokiri

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wow, it's been a year already...time truly flies. well, i happened to check my almost defunct yahoo inbox today and came across this mail from my dearest buddy almost exactly 1 year back. reading it again makes me realise how my life has been so empty and meaningless the past year. the authentic "crap" from yester-year vanished, the genuine laughter and smiles with my best buddies had all been buried, and time was valuable no more. perhaps i'd been too indulgent in my PL identity till i couldnt accept the new one that came too soon. seeing the handful of J1s from PL transports me back to my best days - the loose belt, the sportsbra era, the high-socks trend, and not to forget our "Get A Life" show. but whatever the case, i know this PL identity is stuck with me for life. We are always the catalyst of PL!!!