10 / 2 = 5

I saw him at Bball training yesterday (Wed). Had no idea that he would be officially joining the school team until i saw him in his jersey (No. 5! Half my no.!). Xm and Liting kept knudging me and um-cheoing while i tried to prevent my eyes from straying when he breezed past us on the way to the court. Sigh. Im hopelessly idealistic. It's obvious this wouldnt go anywhere and i would be out of my mind should i think so highly of myself. But well, at least he gives me the drive to go to school every day. Or at least the motivation to go for training. He looks sooo much better when he's in his jersey, and even more charming when he's playing. But of course, his voice is what's most alluring - and not to forget the Canadian accent. His Chinese sounds weird though, a little more unnatural than mine. At least he's not cheena. What made me surprised (and elated) recently was realising that he'd been transferred to Hwee Hoon's class this year. It may sound attractive, but i wouldnt consider it. Only morons choose a policy of self-promotion. Awful and unattractive people like me should just remain as nuns. Let's just let this stay a fantasy. This is, after all, the real world.