Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Frou Frou - Let Go

It is SO not meant to be. No, wait. It IS so meant to be. Yep, im meant to live like a princess and get chauffered around. Heh.

Just flunked my driving test again for the 2nd time. Yes, you heard me. The 2nd time. I know what you're all thinking. How can anyone possibly failed a bloody easy driving test in Australia? Well well, there you have it. I screwed up the whole test. Did even worse than my first attempt. Surprisingly im not upset. Ok, maybe a little, just to see how utterly disappointed AGAIN my instructor was. Feel terribly bad that i keep doing this to him. Sigh. But yeah, theres just this huge relief now and im so glad. Really.

Anyway, i wont blame nerves, i wont blame the tester (she's too awfully sweet to blame), i wont blame the traffic, i wont blame anyone or anything. This entire week i had an inkling that things would actually turn out this way. I know that its a positive sign from God, just like how i had experienced so many amazing things as a consequence of the first failure. If i had passed that first time round, i wouldnt still have been here in Perth, getting to know Berna, Bryan and Sachiko so much better; or becoming such good buds with Eileen while cooking our sweet n sour fish and battling our tennis skills on PS2; or snuggling up all cosy and warm at home with Erline watching indie films that i would never get anyone else to watch with me, or even have the chance to hang out with our favorite girls, Yessy and Ayu, this friday night. All these unbelievable things have happened simply as a result from that 1st failure and i can never stop thanking God for it. Im sure this 2nd one is another sign of even better things to come. And im eagerly anticipating it.

Im coming home soon. Get ready girls! (Bibi: All set for Harry's? *winks*)

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