three mile pilot - on a ship to bangladesh

Its been a eons since i officially wrote an entry, mainly cos ive succumbed to laziness all this while and couldnt be really bothered to update. Not that i still have anything much to say though. Its only cos the damn weather's keeping me indoors and ive surfed all the websites i could possibly surf and downloaded all the movies i could possibly download already that there's not much of an alternative left except to blog.

i mean, honestly, what else is there to do in such a dreary weather? brought eileen shopping the past couple of days but all the malls are occupied by the same old stores as usual and we've practically covered all there is so it doesnt even matter whether we drive to Joondalup or Garden City or Harbourtown or Osborne Park. then, when i was supposed to go down to Mandurah and Rockingham, the weather again ruined all plans. i bet it made sure that all that rain and hail prolly drowned and stoned the dolphins even if we had decided to defy heaven's will and stubbornly drove down. bah.

yes, smell that pungent stench of indignation. im not going to bother acting all calm and collected since i detest being optimistic. what the heck. this is the time to bitch and whine like an immature brat. who even cares if i dont?

in times like this when i can afford to be submerged in all this emptiness, the mind sinks into this infinite abyss of entirely random thoughts. there isnt any minute distraction of any kind - just indie music shuffling through my winamp and echoing in every corner of the stagnant room - with the only action emerging from the vibrations of sound waves that tickle the hair on the arms. the black floaters i see in my eyes are hypnotising me into a kaleidoscope of cryptic thoughts, and theyre dancing three sixty degrees around me silently to the beat of the music yet in such quick motion i cant recall what was just projected. a blink, and the scene changes. its a different set of images. but theyre still blurry and overexposed. the shiny streaks and colored pixels have never made that white wall any more dazzling.