Today provides me with another reason to let those tears flow. My eyes are probably sore after what went on the past few nights, but i know this can never be stopped. It's the emotional agony and psychological burden, so even a massive amount of physical encouragement won't help a bit.

Sometimes i really have the urge to give up studying all this shit. Trust me, hard work gets you nowhere. I've witnessed so many of such cases already today. Having a regular attendance and good conduct is plain rubbish. Slogging so hard for the exams will only earn you a minimal grade. Look at them! They dont ever turn up for a single lecture, their tutorial attendance barely makes up for it, the homework has been piling up and left untouched since practically the beginning of the 2nd term! And wow! They pass! Not minimally! Even better than those who deserve to get promoted! How amazing, or should i say ridiculous, can it get?! Someone please tell me what the world is really like? I cant survive in such a deceiving environment any longer. Everything's gone wrong, it's all haywire...

It truly hurts to see friends and classmates crying so much because they cant make it. All the hard work doesnt pay off. They dont deserve such treatments. This is not the so-called reward one is supposed to receive for all the late nights of endless studying and info cramping. The world is blind. Blind! Ha! Why should i even bother being such a proper student now? Just spot the questions, believe in luck, and ta-da! The world's at your feet.

These scumbags are depriving others of potential chances. Pure despicable creatures. Urgh! Why did I even bother wasting my time studying. Im stupid, too stupid.